Sick individual

Sitting at home looking at my swollen bruised arm, contemplating on getting a point and putting one to the neck. Hoping that if I shot there maybe just maybe one of those viens wont collapse on me. My luck right now I would end up missing and hurting myself or the vien collapses and I end up with a bubble and bruise sticking out tbe side of my neck.  This is what is going through my mind as I am trying to cover up all the bruises on my arm.  None if the make up worked on covering them up. You are able to tell that I have caked on make up all over my arm, ended washing it off. I just have to except my arm and hope nobody notices it when I get my kids from school. Then I have to go to urgent care to ser what's wrong me. I have been sick and
the cough I have is so bad I cant breath at times.