im sitting here with a swollen wrist from mainlining meth and either my viens are clapsing while im shooting dope or I move just a little and end up missng. Even though my wrist is fucked I keep shooting up meth. Im f-ing crazy. Why not smoke it, snort it or ear it? The honest truth is that im addicted to.the needle, the sad thing is that I've o.ly been doi.g this for a few weeks now. It is all I think about, watching the needle go in and and than when you get ingo thd vien, watching the blood shoot up. I get off on that, love sesing that, pretty sick huh? I know doing dope is wrong. I know its slowly killing me. I have hep c, and bad kidneys and that doesn't even stop me. I go crazy in my head, writing my thoughts down seems tohelp me get thought it.
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